• I might be on to something

    There is this YouTuber guy, tomas Mocanu. He seems to have a very interesting point of view on the way things are in this capitalist world. I like how he tries to spend as little money as possible and the way he described subsistence and sufficiency. I would like to come back to these core… Read more

  • nice way of slowing down

    Hiding in the office bathroom again. I realized that, I can make my days more bearable by doing things that I’m not supposed to. I thought staying glued to my work laptop during the working day was the thing to do, even if I some days took time off extra during the day to watch… Read more

  • writing from the office bathroom

    Today I was expecting it to be a long day. A stressful day. Luckily I received so much help from my colleague. I see him as a leader and a person who could be my mentor.I don’t have the skills for this job, I think. I don’t have, specifically, the soft skills needed for any… Read more

  • i’ve teleported the first 1/3 of the year

    It feels like I’ve lived 3 lives… and none at all at the same time. In January, I quit my old job. At the end of the month, I had my last day. Then, had a bit of time off from 1 Feb- 12 Feb. I decided that I should fulfill one of my life’s… Read more

  • i have to assume responsibility anyway

    While avoiding responsibility I might also be avoiding other things in life which might be beneficial to me. And at work I have to take ownership of things and processes as well anyway. Keeping track of things. Why not direct some of that creative and responsible energy to a project that I am interested in.… Read more

  • writing from my laptop in chrome (the new IE)

    I finished work today, I was more engaged on a task with my senior (she is also new) and we have done a great job. In a few hours, we finished looking over a tutorial, and our minds were engaged. I had an accomplishment, and I could say that I feel good. I am optimistic… Read more

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