i have to assume responsibility anyway

While avoiding responsibility I might also be avoiding other things in life which might be beneficial to me. And at work I have to take ownership of things and processes as well anyway. Keeping track of things. Why not direct some of that creative and responsible energy to a project that I am interested in. Or to a sort of business.

I can switch my mindset from I can’t/ don’t know how to do this to: maybe I can learn and give it even a remote shot. To try. To believe in myself.